Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Rain on my parade
What a horrible world it would be if God were not a God of forgiveness, mercy, grace and love.
What a horrible world it is when I ignore him.
Maybe it's taken me all of 17 years to understand this. It's possible. I just wish I weren't so easily led away from goodness.
I took a nap today. But I'm still so tired. I feel a million heavy weights on my soul. And one of them is an essay that is due tomorrow. Isn't ironic that almost all the high achieving, smart people I know (myself very much included) are completely given over to procrastination?
I need rest and sunshine. But neither are to be had.
What a horrible world it is when I ignore him.
Maybe it's taken me all of 17 years to understand this. It's possible. I just wish I weren't so easily led away from goodness.
I took a nap today. But I'm still so tired. I feel a million heavy weights on my soul. And one of them is an essay that is due tomorrow. Isn't ironic that almost all the high achieving, smart people I know (myself very much included) are completely given over to procrastination?
I need rest and sunshine. But neither are to be had.