Thursday, July 25, 2002
you know what? I was reading this cool blog that someone in OK wrote (I live in WA, btw), and it struck me that I haven't said anything about God at all. And that's weird because he is such a big part of my life. First of all, he died. For me. To take my sins away. and than he rose from death so that I could have eternal life and go to be with him when i die (or when the rapture occurs). that in itself is so big. and so awesome that my mind can hardly get it. and now he helps me all the time to be the best person possible. He also keeps me from doing bad stuff. he is THE positive influence on me, and always there when i ask him about stuff. He helps me accept facts like: 1)I am beautiful 2) he loves me 3) I don't have to worry about guys 4) when i'm down he will be there to comfort me 5) he wants to be my best friend. There are a lot of things i could say about God. but No. 1 he is ALWAYS THERE. On my church's musical tour, i was really sad one day because one of my friends really, really, let me down. She did something that hurt me so badly. But, even when i was crying about it, he was comforting me, and at the end of the day, convinced me to go up to her and say sorry (cuz i said some very mean things as well) and she was sorry too, and we both forgave each other. Now we are better friends then ever. Talk about the healing power of God there. In all other situations He has proved so faithful and helpful you would not believe the thing he is helping me to overcome right now. Well, now that I have said what I intended to say, I will go to sleep. Good night bloggers! And remember that GOD LOVES YOU!!!!