Whirlwind of Kleenex

I think it may have to do with the books I'm reading... I'm just a bit down today. It's not anything dramatically worse, indeed i would feel better if it were. But the tedium of nothingness...the monotony of waiting for something to happen...

That is almost unbearable.

I want something to happen...something far removed from the day to day stuggles of my life...be it good or bad, I'm tired of waiting for it...