Wednesday, August 06, 2003
this is most likely going to be a deeply introspective post. I hope that I am using that word correctly.
my brother makes the weirdest faces when he drums. It's very funny. However, this post is not about my brother. oh well. boo hoo.
It has been brought to my attention (by me) that I have been procrastinating. again. "wait" you say "it's summer, what can there be to put off?" Good question. By the way, I believe that there is such a thing as a stupid question. however, that was not one of them. Back to the subject. I procrastinate on everything except reading and eating and sleeping. I don't do my chores, i haven't practised piano for a week (!?!) I am not packing, I am not cleaning my room or making my bed. And i thought it would be different. I thought that with summertime, i would be able to do everything on time because i would be in control of my time. Well I have finally figured out that the problem is not time. It is not where i am. It is not the things i do. The problem is me. And I have grown into a lifestyle of putting things off until the last possible minute, and sometimes, just plain not doing my Duty. And that is my problem.
I am tired. I am yawning.
I am going to have braces on September 12th, or maybe the 11th. Not sure.
my brother makes the weirdest faces when he drums. It's very funny. However, this post is not about my brother. oh well. boo hoo.
It has been brought to my attention (by me) that I have been procrastinating. again. "wait" you say "it's summer, what can there be to put off?" Good question. By the way, I believe that there is such a thing as a stupid question. however, that was not one of them. Back to the subject. I procrastinate on everything except reading and eating and sleeping. I don't do my chores, i haven't practised piano for a week (!?!) I am not packing, I am not cleaning my room or making my bed. And i thought it would be different. I thought that with summertime, i would be able to do everything on time because i would be in control of my time. Well I have finally figured out that the problem is not time. It is not where i am. It is not the things i do. The problem is me. And I have grown into a lifestyle of putting things off until the last possible minute, and sometimes, just plain not doing my Duty. And that is my problem.
I am tired. I am yawning.
I am going to have braces on September 12th, or maybe the 11th. Not sure.
