Thursday, January 20, 2005
Today was really weird.
I woke up with THE hugest chip on my shoulder. After a relatively bad jazz rehersal, I went to Math and did review problems for 100 minutes straight. Some people like math, but it is so not my bag. And then I had a good english class, but half the time I spent critisizing myself in my head and not paying attention. I found it ironic that I was mad at myself for being mad at myself about everything. meh. and then lunch was good thankfully- I went to the school bible study (and I needed it too!).
And THEN came science. This is going to sound like complaining (something I'm attempting not to do anymore) but I sit next to the most annoying person I have ever met. Anyways, I've been praying that I would be nicer to him, and God really came through for me. This guy was at his worst today. He even spilled something and broke a test tube, and was just aggravating in general. But Jesus gave me peace and the ability to not blow up at him. It was cool.
Then I went home. I've been having a really negative attitude towards my sisters lately, and today wasn't much better and I was all snotty to everyone before dinner. During dinner I mellowed out because Seth and Dad made me laugh, so that was fine (you really don't want to see me when I don't laugh). Then I went to Emma's choir concert which was better than I thought it would be. And I just finished my homework and decided to reflect over my day. It was tough, but I can see God was with me through everything I did today. That's a good thought to end this day with, eh?
And THEN came science. This is going to sound like complaining (something I'm attempting not to do anymore) but I sit next to the most annoying person I have ever met. Anyways, I've been praying that I would be nicer to him, and God really came through for me. This guy was at his worst today. He even spilled something and broke a test tube, and was just aggravating in general. But Jesus gave me peace and the ability to not blow up at him. It was cool.
Then I went home. I've been having a really negative attitude towards my sisters lately, and today wasn't much better and I was all snotty to everyone before dinner. During dinner I mellowed out because Seth and Dad made me laugh, so that was fine (you really don't want to see me when I don't laugh). Then I went to Emma's choir concert which was better than I thought it would be. And I just finished my homework and decided to reflect over my day. It was tough, but I can see God was with me through everything I did today. That's a good thought to end this day with, eh?
