Whirlwind of Kleenex

I've been lately coming to the realization that I don't treat people the way I would want to be treated. I don't have a heart for the lost (at all). I don't consider other people's feelings. I say things that I writhe over at night because I didn't think about them at all before I said them. I don't love other people. I guess that is the crux of the matter. Sure I'm nice to them. I smile and ask how they are, but do I really care? Do I care about their lives, about their souls? Do I care about anything besides myself, myself, myself?

The answer is, of course, a resounding NO.

Pray for me, my friends. I once again come to the fact that I desperately need to be changed. I've been far too comfortable lately, and have lost my desire for growth and closeness to Jesus. And only he can fix me. Lord, how I need you! To you be the glory...